Blue_Oyster’s blog

I just realized yesterday that I’ve gained…30 lbs.  I now weigh 145, which it the most I’ve ever weighed in my life.  I’ve been feeling fat and unhappy, but now my size 11 pants aren’t fitting… HOW did I let myself get like this?

I’ve been eating healther than I was before, but now I’m going on a diet.  Not just *healthier* but *healthy*

I was looking at wedding pics from the summer right after high school.  I was hot, man.  HOT.  I should post those pics.  But that would require a scanner.  Hmmm.

And yesterday I did 30 minutes of cardio and then really worked on streches.  Then I went to the machines and worked every muscle group in my legs, thinking about each individual muscle as I went, and then I did some lat pull down because my arms were feeling a little left out.

Next I went to the pool, however they were giving lessons and the only thing open, other than the slide, was the hot tub, so I sat in there for a while and masaged my legs to increase blood flow and remove lactic acid faster.  Less lactic acid= less sore muscles. 

Then I went to work and spent all night running up and down the stairs and freaking out.

My boss trapped me in the corner and asked me if he was getting fired.

I told him that no one tells me anything because I can’t keep a secret because once my Mom told me what she got my Dad for his birthday, and I was so excited I *told* him that same day.

I can see why some people may think I’m a retarded dumb blonde.  I do have my moments, however…I can play that card really well.  And I didn’t even think about it until last night when I realized I was doing it.

Someone once said that I haven’t got it all upstairs…

I don’t know who.

But I think I’ve got more than they do, if they couldn’t tell I was playing that card to get out of whatever situation it was.