I must confess that I have not been so happy in such a long time.
I am happy, infatuated, excited, nervous, I cannot sit still, and I cannot (for the life of me) quit thinking about this guy.
Its hard to put this into words. He wrote me a poem. I don’t know if I’ve ever had someone write me a poem before :p
I fixed my being an asshole problem, and I’ll be the first to admit that it was probably not the way that anyone had planned. I know that it was the best option for me. I cannot raise kids with someone who will teach them his own beliefs but not mine. I cannot be happy like that. I also cannot live with someone who would hate me for what I chose to do with my body. I take pills every fucking day. I wake up, at the same time, weather or not I have to, not depending on when I’ve gone to sleep, because if I take that pill a little too late then I *may* ovulate. Its not fair, and realationships should be as fair as possible. Wtf did he ever do to prevent it?
